NOOO LOOVVEEE

Its ridiculous. My two best friends are probably the dumbest people EVER. fucking K had a boyfriend who shes fucked and then fell in love with then got over this year and then tried dating my best (guy) friend who i liked….and liked me… but since K was there NOPE im out of the picture he had a girlfriend by the way too… but she went for it and so he broke up with his girlfriend who he lost HIS virginity to so he thought her loved her two wow dumb people right!!! but like i said that wasnt gonna work out so K and Z broke up and hate eachother and Z and his girlfriend got back together (whore) and i still like him…not like id EVER want to date him or anything and i don’t even really like him i just want him like me…is that weird? its like i just want him to kiss me so i can get that over with, so i know i dont have feelings for him i DONT WANT TO DATE HIM not like i could if i wanted to anyways,  My two best friends are sooo fucking hot and im a fucking potato i don’t even know why that are friends with me, every guy i know tries to date/hook up with them, wich is sooo annoying its like thanks guys just you know go for all my friends but just ignore the fact that im a girl!! So now K really likes this other guy who just told her he likes her too…and they are now dating as of TODAY and my other friend S had a boyfriend who she liked (wasnt in love with tho) and they broke up and after a few parties she got over him and it was just me and her for a while i really liked that cause idk we were just having a lot of fun those few weeks but then she randomly has this other guy who drives her EVERYWHERE and they are now dating as of TODAY. fuck.my.fucking.life.FUCKKK. im sooo aalloonne and thye keep talking about how wonderfullll their new guys are and its just like THANKSSSS GUYSSSS not to mention my other best friend T has her boyfriend who she NEVER SHUTS THE FUCK UP ABOUT there is so much drama between them that i don’t give a shit about but she tells me every dayyyy and im supportive becaue im an AMAZING FRIEND and im just like potato potato potatooooo no body likes me EVERRRRRRRR my sophmore year is almost over and ive neverrr been on a date or been kissed or even liked for that matter. this is why i want to loose weight, but ive come to realise its not just because im chubby, i think im actually just ugly now, that just be it